This was not my fault (which, of course, is code for it was totally my fault!). Milord arrived home MUCH (like 15 minutes) earlier than I anticipated and I was downstairs cleaning (or playing on the computer) so I didn't hear him. By the time I noticed the footsteps coming down the steps, it was … Continue reading Broken Rules
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Anal Discipline x 2
He had me reread Anal Discipline – completed. This particular punishment had happened over 2 years ago, which is a long ass time! Still, as intense as it was, you'd think I'd have learned my lesson. but no. Not me. I just had to push. About a week ago I got mad at Mister because he … Continue reading Anal Discipline x 2
Accepting what He gives
He held Clara. Just held her. One hand one her had the other rubbing her back in slow circles. Her breathing had calmed, but she needed aftercare. The session had been intense. In fact, she still held the peppermint oil coated plug in her ass. The burn had abated, but the plug would stay in … Continue reading Accepting what He gives
Why being submissive means being STRONG
People who like to harshly judge what they don't understand often think that being a submissive means being a doormat at best and abused at worse. This could not be further from the truth as pointed out in an article in Psychology Today Rather than being weak, willingly giving up control to another person shows a … Continue reading Why being submissive means being STRONG
Third Sunday of Advent – Pink
Traditionally, on the third Sunday of Advent the pink candle is lit. This represents hope. In appreciate of this theme, Milord decreed that I would have a day of Hope - Hoping that is. He would be edging me all fucking day long. If I came without permission, I would be punished with a contrast … Continue reading Third Sunday of Advent – Pink
TaTa Tuesday
I'm terrified. And excited. More than I've been in weeks. Milord had a little chat with me this morning, letting me know that he's noticed my lackluster attitude, my snide comments and, while I have been following all of the Fall Rules 2017 I obviously have done so reluctantly. I couldn't deny a single word he said. … Continue reading TaTa Tuesday
Tears
My tears are not a sign of weakness. They are the manifestation of release. When you take me, I will resist. I will fight for control because that is the nature of our society and culture. You must be strong for me. I need this from you. I need you to be persistent, not cruel, … Continue reading Tears
Anal Discipline – completed
Anal Discipline I've worn this awful plug and harness for two days - just over actually. It's been 50 hours. It's locked into place, so each time I need to have a BM Mister requires that I kneel, beg for permission, then suck his cock until he comes in my mouth. Once I've finished, the … Continue reading Anal Discipline – completed
Lesson in Humility
I look at her and know she hates this. I also know she'll obey. My Girl has a strong prideful streak which has caused her issues in the past. Lost jobs. Aliented friends. She has asked that I help her tame her prideful ways, and I have happily agreed. This morning she mouthed off to … Continue reading Lesson in Humility
Another Sunday in Lent
As discussed in Lenten Repentance , Sundays are a day for Repentance. This morning, as I have every Sunday during lent, I set my alarm for two hours before Services. As soon as it chimed, I got up, showered, prepared breakfast then set it in the oven to stay warm. After that, I went to my HoH's … Continue reading Another Sunday in Lent
Anarie Brady 