In honor of my 200th post. Milord is fond of numbers. 200 seconds is just over 3 and a half minutes. 200 minutes equals just over 3 and a half hours. 200 hours is 8 and a half days. For the next 8 and a half days, 200 is the magic number. We will be … Continue reading 200
Submissive Training
Obedience – 2
We arrive at the club and Milord buys me a drink, for which I am grateful. This soothes me, helps to settle my jitters. Milord chats a bit with people, but I say nothing. If I speak, I will be punished right here, right now. I've made this mistake in the past and have no … Continue reading Obedience – 2
Obedience
Tonight, well every night really, I will obey. Tonight, thought, I will have no voice, no choice. I have promised this and I will keep my word. Once a month I give this promise to Milord. I won't lie, I don't like it, but it's good for me. After it's over, I love how devoted … Continue reading Obedience
Leashed
Weekend Level Up: My Love is pushing me to Another Level. I welcome this. I want this. I need this. Don't for one moment think I'm a wimpy little rug with no self esteem who's grateful for some big strong man to abuse me. Nope. Not at all. I hold a Ph.D., am a tenured … Continue reading Leashed
Fellatio Training
Honestly, I've never liked giving head. I tend to gag and I don't like the smell. Of course, I've only tried it with two other men. Now, though, Sir has taken it upon himself to train me in this Art. In order to teach me the importance of this and to add another level of … Continue reading Fellatio Training
Protected: Bottom’s Up – 2
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Submitting to Milord – Final
Yesterday was our final day at our retreat. Today, it's back to reality, but with a whole different perspective. First, I still wear the chastity belt - with both plugs in it - beneath my clothing. Milord has promised that when he returns to work he will remove the plugs. Second, I now wear a … Continue reading Submitting to Milord – Final
Submitting to Milord – 5
Milord has a new bondage for me. A Chastity belt. On the first day I wore it, he made love to me. Then, he strapped on the belt. I didn't like it - at least not at first - because I didn't think I'd be able to keep myself clean. I was mistaken. The openings … Continue reading Submitting to Milord – 5
Submitting to Milord – 3
Milord suggested that I set course for today. At first, I was startled and had no idea what to do, but then I realized that I simply needed to follow his lead. Each day he has added something new to my regime, and so I should continue this trend. So today, I asked that he … Continue reading Submitting to Milord – 3
Submitting to Milord – 1
I can here willingly. I am not afraid do be here, I do not feel subjugated. I am certainly no captive. Nonetheless, I am bound. In one way or another I will remain bound in some physical way as a reminder of my psychological binding to Milord. You see, I was beginning to become too … Continue reading Submitting to Milord – 1