It is my day of confession, one of many. One of four I should say. Today, the first Sunday. The Sunday of Atonement. This is, of course, Milord's name for today, not the Church's. He's come up with a diabolical, wonderful, reflective way to prepare for Christmas, one in keeping with our lifestyle. Each Sunday … Continue reading The First Sunday of Advent – Bondage
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Tears
My tears are not a sign of weakness. They are the manifestation of release. When you take me, I will resist. I will fight for control because that is the nature of our society and culture. You must be strong for me. I need this from you. I need you to be persistent, not cruel, … Continue reading Tears
3 Day Camp – In review
Our 3 days of renewal - Lion and his lioness - were altogether successful. By the end of the first day, I was in total submind and he, my Lion, was the Alpha in all ways. We ended the day with him giving me a wonderful foot massage! Not Alpha you say? Not at all. … Continue reading 3 Day Camp – In review
AAA- Triple A
Three days. Three days of Anal - Triple A - or more if I'm lucky. Mister absolutely LOVES anal. Personally, I could do with it. At least when I haven't had it in a while I feel like I don't miss it. Then, decides he wants my ass again, and it's all I can think … Continue reading AAA- Triple A
BDSM on a Budget – His Date
Kyle planned carefully, knowing he'd have to put on his A game if he were to "beat" Jenny's budget date of last night. Putting the finishing touches on dinner, he was pretty sure he'd be the winner. Jenny rang the doorbell at 6:00 p.m., right on time. He opened it, handed her one long stemmed … Continue reading BDSM on a Budget – His Date
Long Wear – Ending
It's been over 24 hours since Sir put the hollow plug inside of me. I admit I deserved it and I admit I deserve the extra time over the promised 24 hours. Yes, I'm writing this as part of my punishment as well. Let me explain. Sir took me for a walk after filling the … Continue reading Long Wear – Ending
Long Wear
He warned me. He warned me what would happen if I didn't clean up my act. Did I listen? Of course not! Why would I listen! Did I think he'd actually follow through with his threat? No fucking way! Guess what - I was wrong! He warned me that If I kept interrupting him, if … Continue reading Long Wear
Every Choice has a Consequence
Tonight, I have a choices.Of course, each choice has a consequence and I do not have the choice of consequence. Only Mr. Bradley has that choice. I don't even know what the consequences will be. Some will be pleasant, others unpleasant (at least to begin with). Honestly thought, every choice is pleasant when Mr. Bradley … Continue reading Every Choice has a Consequence
Diary of a Dominant
She is mine. She pledged herself to me and until she or I revoke that pledge, she is mine. I think of her continuously. I work hard to provide for her. I set rules to keep her safe. I set expectations to keep up both happy. She needs this control, demands it. As her Dominant, … Continue reading Diary of a Dominant
Candlemas
This holiday, once celebrated on February 15, now on February 2, originally honored the "purification" of the Virgin Mother after the birth of the Holy Babe. Later, it became a time where all of the candles used during the year would be Purified during a special mass and, as such, became a celebration of light. … Continue reading Candlemas