About a year ago, Milord decided to play a game with numbers. Number 6 – a Dominant’s Game. Now, he's doing it again. I chose 14 for my first number. He ordered me to go to my pinterest "lifestyle" board here and choose the 14th item. The crop. I HATE the crop, but it's also one of those … Continue reading Numbers
Submission
Expected obedience
I expect her to obedient. I expect her to show due respect I expect her to show gratitude for the discipline I bestow I expect her readiness to meet my needs. But she gives more than what I expect. She gives me her love unconditionally She gives me her respect unquestioningly She gives me her … Continue reading Expected obedience
First Fall Gift for Milord
As required in Fall Rules 2018, I drove myself to an Adult store. Luckily, Milord did not require that I go to the local one, so I went to one two hours away from home. Also as per our Fall Rules, I wore the golden chain connecting my nipple rings tucked snuggle in my bra (thank … Continue reading First Fall Gift for Milord
Don’t. Just Don’t
Don't. Just Don't. Don't fuck me, demand my obedience, spank my ass like it's the most precious thing in your life Then ignore more for weeks. Don't. Just Don't. Don't make me swear to forego panties, keep my kitten shaved, and threaten grave reprimands if I disobey Then forget to check for obedience. Don't. Just … Continue reading Don’t. Just Don’t
Summer’s Reprimand
Milord was out of town - just overnight - but I still managed to break a Summer Rules 2018. Per rule #3, I will be filled with either a dildo, Kegel egg, ben wah balls, or anal plug (possibly two items at a time) for at least one one and a half hours each day. Whatever Milord chooses to … Continue reading Summer’s Reprimand
Intro to 24/7
I'm what you would call an outdoorsy girl. Not exactly a tom-boy, more of an Earth Mother. Luckily, Stephen is as well. We own some property, pure and unspoiled. There isn't even electricity or running water. We have a few propane lanterns, but mostly rely on candles or oil lamps. I'm a terrible cook, but … Continue reading Intro to 24/7
Don’t Top from the Bottom
Apparently, I've been topping from the bottom recently. Lion pointed this out this morning. He'll not stand for it he said. I was confused and asked for clarification. When he calmly pointed out all the times this last month that I didn't suggest scenes but rather went ahead and set them up, gave demanding directions … Continue reading Don’t Top from the Bottom
Permission to Be
I am blind and deaf, made so by His command. I put in the ear buds and blindfold myself, upon His order and with my full consent. I do nothing I don't agree to, but I agree to follow His word. Tonight is a challenge. I cannot see or hear Him, yet I must follow … Continue reading Permission to Be
Y is for Yes
Yes is an extremely powerful word. It implies permission and acceptance - two very different, but companionable ideas. The who says this (or doesn't say it) also holds a great deal of power. This, dear readers, is a shared responsibility between the Dom and Sub; Top and Bottom; Master/Mistress and slave. Any relationship, not just … Continue reading Y is for Yes
T is for Training
I know to the Vanilla groups, training sounds archaic. But if you think about it, we train our bodies and minds in many ways - exercise, suduko, learning new skills. Really, that's all Submissive Training really is - learning a new skill. In this blog post, a woman decides to go to The Disciplinarian in order … Continue reading T is for Training