Pleasure through Pain

Pleasure through Pain Breathe. Count. Focus. Then, his voice. You did it. I blink my eyes open. Smile. He leans down. Kisses my mouth before he straddles me.  Breathe. Focus. No need for counting to 10 over and over now. My eyes drink in his body. His strong, muscular chest, his biceps, naturally rounded and … Continue reading Pleasure through Pain

Pleasure through Pain

Count. Breathe. These are his words. Words which I so desperately want to follow. His hand, warm, firm on my soft belly. I hear the tick tick of the kitchen timer and sometimes, his voice telling to count, to breathe, to settle my soul. I asked for this challenge - well, not this PARTICULAR challenge, … Continue reading Pleasure through Pain

Anal Punishment – 2

https://anariebrady.wordpress.com/2020/09/19/anal-punishment/ I've had this open anal plug inside of me for 4 hours. I had to eliminate after 2 hours and was terrified the plug would slip out and I would have to retrieve it, clean it, and then ask Sir to reinsert it. How humiliating!!! Luckily, that didn't happen. However, as I was squatting … Continue reading Anal Punishment – 2

Anal Punishment

Make no mistake. This is a punishment and as such, I will NOT enjoy it. However, as HE is the one punishing me, I will accept and even revel in it. What did I do to deserve this? Well now, that really doesn't matter, but trust me when I say, I DO deserve this. As … Continue reading Anal Punishment

Obedience – Not hard?

Obedience. Not a hard concept. There's a rule. You follow the rule. Simple. Yet, like many things, it's simple only in concept. The execution of obedience is something else entirely. Say, for example, your Dominant has set a rule which limits your speech. Simple. Don't talk. Yet, in reality, how often is it simply an … Continue reading Obedience – Not hard?

I will

I will kneel before him because I choose to NOT because he forces me. I will obey his commands because I want to NOT because I fear him. I will accept his discipline because I need it NOT because he does. I will worship him because I love him NOT because he requires it. I … Continue reading I will

Most “hated” punishment

Milord has tasked me with writing about the various punishments and how I feel about them. He asked which of all the punishments he has deemed necessary do I dislike the most. Without question - extended figging!! A few months ago I broke one of our rules. I did not insert a Yoni Egg. Naturally, … Continue reading Most “hated” punishment

Updated House Rules

We've had our New House Rules for some time now. Milord and I both agreed that it was time for an update. Original Rule:  Wear ONLY matching lingerie and only on weekdays. No underclothing of any kind on weekends. Milord may also decree a weekday to be sans lingerie at his discretion. UPDATED RULE:  Wear only … Continue reading Updated House Rules

Isolation Challeng; Completed

Isolation Challenge – Monday’s Delivery Isolation Challenge – Accepted   Zero Hour. Almost. Jean stood, still naked as she had been since accepting Monroe's challenge on Monday, beside her completed outfit, a once 7 pound outfit now whittled down to a mere 2 pounds. This was NOT as easy as it may sound. For the … Continue reading Isolation Challeng; Completed

Isolation Challenge – Accepted

Isolation Challenge – Monday’s Delivery Jean stood in front of her bed looking down at the only clothing she would have for five days. But, she couldn't wear them. Not yet. she had to somehow reduce five pounds from the jeans and sweater before she could put them on. Sure, she could just start hacking, … Continue reading Isolation Challenge – Accepted