Hope is the theme of the day. Milord has made sure that I am filled with this hope - hope of orgasm, that is. The goal today is NOT to come for at least eight hours. If I do, first I will be punished and second, my time will start over. To begin, Milord naturally … Continue reading Second Sunday of Advent – Hope
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Third Sunday of Advent – Pink
Traditionally, on the third Sunday of Advent the pink candle is lit. This represents hope. In appreciate of this theme, Milord decreed that I would have a day of Hope - Hoping that is. He would be edging me all fucking day long. If I came without permission, I would be punished with a contrast … Continue reading Third Sunday of Advent – Pink
Lesson in Humility
I look at her and know she hates this. I also know she'll obey. My Girl has a strong prideful streak which has caused her issues in the past. Lost jobs. Aliented friends. She has asked that I help her tame her prideful ways, and I have happily agreed. This morning she mouthed off to … Continue reading Lesson in Humility
Corrected
I KNEW it wouldn't be long before I broke the No Masturbation Spring Rules. Sure enough Milord was gone for a full week and that was just too tempting. I was fine the first night alone, and the second, and the third. But then came the fourth night and I missed him SO FREAKING MUCH!!!! Then … Continue reading Corrected
Another Sunday in Lent
As discussed in Lenten Repentance , Sundays are a day for Repentance. This morning, as I have every Sunday during lent, I set my alarm for two hours before Services. As soon as it chimed, I got up, showered, prepared breakfast then set it in the oven to stay warm. After that, I went to my HoH's … Continue reading Another Sunday in Lent
Failing the Test
So I failed. I came when I was specifically ordered not to and now He, as he always does, is following through with His punishment. No orgasm for a full week. Just to make sure of this, I've agreed to be locked into a chastity belt for the entire week. Luckily, it only covers my … Continue reading Failing the Test
Submitting to Milord – 2
Each day I have submitted my power more and more to Milord. I'm grateful that he has gone about my transformation slowly - just as I requested - because if he had wanted me to do what I did today on the very first day here, I would have walked away. But now, on the … Continue reading Submitting to Milord – 2
Submitting to Milord – 4
Today was a true test to my self discipline. Milord first fitted me with leather cuffs, then he took me for a walk. As I've mentioned before, I hate being out of the house while I'm nude even thought the chances of anyone seeing me here is remote especially once we leave the shoreline and … Continue reading Submitting to Milord – 4
Submissive Boss
Cliche' as it is, my Dom and I work together in the same office. However, I'm the boss and he's my assistant - professionally speaking that is. Privately, sexually, He is certainly my boss. He prefers matching lingerie, so that's all I wear beneath my ever so professional suits. He despises pantyhose, so I wear … Continue reading Submissive Boss
Another Rule Broken
Yep. Already another one. What did I do? i went over budget - and not by a little - no, by A LOT. Like $200.00. Now, keep in mind that my budget is just that - mine. I can use it for anything I want because it does not include household expenses such as groceries, … Continue reading Another Rule Broken