Diary of a Dominant began here. Today, I continue with the free admission that thoughts of my Lovely often distract me. I'm very good at compartmentalizing my thoughts, but some days, that's damn near impossible. Today is one such day. It began last night, actually. When I got home from work, I was in a playful … Continue reading Diary of a Dominant
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Long Wear – Ending
It's been over 24 hours since Sir put the hollow plug inside of me. I admit I deserved it and I admit I deserve the extra time over the promised 24 hours. Yes, I'm writing this as part of my punishment as well. Let me explain. Sir took me for a walk after filling the … Continue reading Long Wear – Ending
Diary of a Dominant
She is mine. She pledged herself to me and until she or I revoke that pledge, she is mine. I think of her continuously. I work hard to provide for her. I set rules to keep her safe. I set expectations to keep up both happy. She needs this control, demands it. As her Dominant, … Continue reading Diary of a Dominant
Service
I work as a waitress for my Boss. I am also his submissive. Actually, I was his submissive first and then begged him to give me job. I don't really need a job. When I was younger I made some very lucrative investments and so money isn't a primary reason for this position. Serving my … Continue reading Service
Lenten Repentance
My HoH is a devote Christian, as am I. Since Lent, the time of sacrifice and expiation, began, He has imposed new rules for Maintenance. First, we now have Maintenance three times a week - Wednesday, Friday, and Sunday. No exceptions. If I have completed the Session to his satisfaction, we will go out to … Continue reading Lenten Repentance
Never Say No
"Show Me." Please, no. "You know better than to tell me 'no'. If you object, use your safe word. Otherwise, obey." Isn't it enough that my nipples are so prominent? "I'm waiting and you're increasing your punishment for making me wait. Is that what you want?" No "Ah, that word again. Remind me again, what … Continue reading Never Say No
For His Pleasure
We live on a farm, which I absolutely adore. No near neighbors, just the chickens, ducks, and sheep. We don't farm the 10 acres, we just raise the animals, sell the eggs, wool, and sheep's milk. We love having the land around us, the meadows, the trees. So, when Farmer asked if I'd like to … Continue reading For His Pleasure
Creamed
He comes home and says the words that always make me tremble. Yes, I'm submissive, and Yes, He is my Lion, but we're busy people and so we rarely live the lifestyle 24/7. That is until he says the words. "Are you willing to Submit?" I have a choice. I can say No, not today. … Continue reading Creamed
Leashed
Weekend Level Up: My Love is pushing me to Another Level. I welcome this. I want this. I need this. Don't for one moment think I'm a wimpy little rug with no self esteem who's grateful for some big strong man to abuse me. Nope. Not at all. I hold a Ph.D., am a tenured … Continue reading Leashed
Because He Needs Me
Because He needs release, I gladly attend to Him. I am his refuge, His relaxation, His comfort. He sent me a text earlier today, telling me of His need. It is my pleasure much more than my duty as his submissive to cater to Him. I prepared my body - showering, shaving, cleaning everything both … Continue reading Because He Needs Me